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FECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [16 May 2006|12:39am]
[ mood | pissed as hell ]

so everything electronic I own (except my laptop, knock on wood,) has decided to rebel all at once. I can't find my ipod cable, my cell phone keeps dropping calls, and my printer has an incompatible cartridge stuck in it. IF THE CARTRIDGE IS INCOMPATIBLE, WHY DID IT SNAP INTO PLACE SO EASILY?!?!?! not it won't spit it out. This sucks! I can't spare the money to get it fixed, but I can't afford not to, no where on radio shack's website does it list store hours, and I called about 3 stores, NONE OF THEM HAVE ANSWERING MACHINES!!!!! radio shack is a freaking electronics store! Why do they not have an answering machine?!?!?!

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yay for roomies [07 May 2006|11:50pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Marta is moving out at the end of the quarter. That makes me sad. Samjon and Bry are moving into her room. That makes me absurdly happy.

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Blegh [02 Apr 2006|10:02pm]
[ mood | sad/shocked/confused ]

Everything's a mess right now. I can't believe what's happening. First Danny's suicide and now this mess with Bruce? ARGH!!! I feel like my world is falling apart.

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For Mike and Jupiter... [12 Mar 2006|04:30pm]
[ mood | miserable ]

I'm so miserable, no one likes me. No one calls me or invites me anywhere. And when they do, they try to get out of it. Like last night, Mike and Jupiter were supposed to pick-me-up at 6, but they made up some excuse about a cat getting out and having to find it. I know that was just an excuse because they didn't want to hang-out with me. When we finally did go out because I wouldn't give up and cancel for them, we finally got to the living room. I know they called ahead and made sure that they didn't make pancakes at night and told them to put pine-nuts in the pesto that I didnt even want anyway because they knew I'm allergic. The only thing that probably saved me was that they probably ran out of pine nuts. God, I'm surprised they didn't try to feed me bananas. I'm sure this means they hate me. And, Mike ate the watermelon. And Jupiter let him, and all they gave me was a stupid grape that I didn't even want.

I'm so miserable. Why doesn't anyone love me? Everyone is so mean to me and I never have any fun. My life sucks.

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Fuckin' jury duty [13 Dec 2005|10:43pm]
[ mood | agitated ]

I spent all day at the court house today, that's right, jury duty; AND, I have to go back tomorrow. They might actually choose me. HOW COULD THEY CHOOSE ME!?!?!?! you'd think they'd take one look at me and be like, "NEXT!!!!!!!!!!!" but nooooooo. I even gave them a little encouragement and told them I hate (insert what the defendent allegedly did) with a passion. AND THEY STILL WANT ME TO COME BACK!. And the guy next to me was so annoying! and gross! another 10 minuets and I probably would have smacked him and then run to the bathroom so I could wash my hands.

ihateitihateitihateit. And I wanted to go to seaport village with my dad tomorrow too.

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I miss you [04 Dec 2005|01:31pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

I had a strangely intimate dream last night about someone I haven't thought about/ seen/ talked to in a while. It wasn't a sex dream, but close. it was strange, I used to have feelings for this person but that was what feels like forever and a day ago. But I realized that I miss him. we were friends, he made me laugh, and I miss that. what happened to us?

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weird [04 Dec 2005|01:30am]
[ mood | amused ]

Friday was just strange. It started out well enough, my first class had been canceled so I got to sleep later then usual. However, as I was leaving my apartment, I turned to lock the front door and found a pair of red lacy panties on the handle. I do not own red lacy panties, I have never owned red lacy panties, one of my roommates is a hippie and probably wears the panty version of Birkenstocks, the other is not really the red lacy panty type, she's more a pink bikini brief type. So, I, having absolutely no idea where these panties came from, leave them on the outside door handle, naturally, and then call both my roommates and leave them voice mails asking if they know anything.

I then proceed to the bus stop. A rather unkempt but clearly not homeless man approaches me and asks if one of the buses will take him downtown. I tell him that the 30 will and it will be along shortly. He thanks me and then asks if I know of a place where he can get a beer. I am about to respond when he continues, he wants a beer because he has a tooth ache. Now, as it is 9AM, and I woke up about 25 minuets ago, I think, surely I misheard. He repeats, he wants a beer because he has a tooth ache. again, I am sure I am just processing the word-like sounds he is making incorrectly, it is not the beer at 9AM part that confuses me, it is the tooth ache part, I just don't see how they are related. The man begins to think I don't speak english and again repeats his request, this time, he includes hand gestures. I direct him down the street to the brewery and wonder to myself why he doesn't just ask me where he can get a beer because he's an alcoholic; I would have understood the first time and he would have gotten his beer much faster, it's always better to be honest.

Later that day, I had lunch with Jupiter and my brother. Jupiter told me funny stories about extra large underwear. (My roommates and I are currently considering buying said underwear and leaving it on the door handle of the people we believe responsible for the red lacy panties appearing on our door.)

That night, I go out to dinner with Tony, Amanda, Mike and Sho Sho to the Old Spaghetti factory. Oh how I have missed you Mizethra cheese!Tony finishes a gigantic plate of spaghetti in five minuets, much to the delight of everyone at the table except Mike who bet him he coudn't, the disgust of the other diners in the restaurant and the amusement of out bus boy. His name was Tim, (the bus boy) and he was vastly entertained by our table. Tim was Hot.

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oh my poor journal [18 Nov 2005|01:23am]
[ mood | deliriously happy ]

I have neglected you severely. And even now, I am only here because no one is awake whom I could tell this too. It is kind of sad that my first post in nearly 7 months is so corny, but it is true. Happiness is talking to Nikko.

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things like this make life worth living [29 Apr 2005|09:38pm]
[ mood | on the floor laughing ]

So Nikki and my mom are fighting and Nikki is having a temper tantrum. My mom sends Nikki to go take a shower. 15 minuets later she still doesn't hear the water running so she goes over to Nikki's room and starts waving a wooden spoon around threatening to spank Nikki if she doesn't obey. Nikki starts yelling at her about something and my mom gets so mad she wackes the door frame with the spoon. Then, she looks down at the spoon and says, "wait, this is my good spoon. I'm going to go get a different one from the kitchen." and she goes and starts digging aroung for another one. Meanwhile, Nikki runs into the bathroom and closes the door.

Maybe you just had to be here.

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BOREDOM [28 Apr 2005|02:16pm]
[ mood | bored ]

someone tell me what to do or I'll just sit here at home and eat out of boredom and get fat..-er.

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Life as we know it [18 Apr 2005|05:46pm]
[ mood | Tragic/dramatic ]

You know the kid's book about Chicken Little who went around screaming, "the sky is falling"? well, I wish it would. Not that I want the world to end or anything, I just want everything to stop for a little while.

I went to traffic school the other week. the entire time, I sat behind a guy with a mullet. It was hard not to throw something at him, but I managed to resist the temptation.

Eric broke his computer. He threw a rock at the monitor. ok, not really, but it is broken.

I finally finished reading "the fountainhead" I had to force myself to read it, but now that it's over, it was actually pretty good.

Nikki made a bet with Eric for $100 and lost. Eric is really making her pay. my mom's a bit upset about that.

My grandpa is still in the hospital, but he's out of ICU.

I'm listening to the steriophonics' version of nothing compaires to you. Seinnade O'connor's version is better.

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I feel like being dramatic, but I don't have the energy... [13 Apr 2005|11:36pm]
[ mood | blah ]

ok, so I haven't really updated in a while, not seriously anyway. But that's because at the moment, my life is pretty bland. (Everything is just ok, well, except that I don't have a date for prom yet. any ideas?) I'm stuck in a rut. Nothing makes me really happy or sad anymore. I'm not unhappy, I'm just not...my usual perky self. I really miss me.


I found out from my sister today that the person who has the parking space across from mine is Phil Johnson. How did she find out? Apparently he was visiting her PE class. How or why they started talking about me, I have no idea. I thought Nikki was mad at me and I'm surprised he knew who I was. So does this qualify me as notorious? no? fine, I'll settle for infamous.

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I got the best one! [06 Apr 2005|06:33pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

Claim Your Old British Man by jgurlpunkrck
Your Name
Your Age
Your Old British Man
You met...he yelled "SAUSAGE TIME!" and you had sex
The relationship ended...when he left you for his ex, but came back
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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first things first [29 Mar 2005|08:11pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

So Palm Springs was good except that I was in a really bad/touchy mood for part of it and that made things kinda strained between Kat and me. But lets see...
I slept in almost everyone's condo
Bruce got in a "fight" with some really old people
I saw a walking spot of skin cancer with white hair
I got woken up every morning by what sounded like the gestapo stomping around above us
Aquired a stalker
Lost almost $20 to bruce playing poker
listened to and "bonded" over tim mcgraw
Came VERY close to comming home with a ring in my eye brow



So, that's most of the highlights. but in other news, someone, I won't say who, (but you know how you are,) grew a back-bone when I wasn't looking, and I'm not sure I'm entirely pleased about that.

I still need a date for prom and I'm starting to panic

Sin City comes out Firday. Anyone wanna go see it with me?

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[27 Mar 2005|07:23pm]
[ mood | kinda let down ]

Well darlin's, I'm back and the trip was good. More on that later.

But it's confirmed, I'm going to Cuyamaca for the next two years. That's right, I got rejected from UCSD. Oh well, I knew it was a long shot going into it. It still kinda sucks though...

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[17 Mar 2005|10:59pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

good bye loves. I am leaving...but I get back the 26th. If I made tenative plans with you for the second half of spring break, I've probably forgotten because I didn't write it down. So please, comment, or call my cell.

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some of this is stolen from Amy [16 Mar 2005|10:30pm]
[ mood | content ]

Can you??

-open a starburst with your tounge? YES! well, my tongue and my teeth. I can do that cherry stem thing too. (although it looks retarded, not sexy...)
-touch your nose with your tounge? only if O push on my nose...
-burp on command? no
-do splits? ouch!
-type with your eyes closed? not a chance
-put your leg around your neck? I used to be ablt to put my foot behind my head...now I can only get it up to my ear
-run fast? no. it's actuall really sad how badly I run


Who was the last person you...

x. hugged: Samjon
x. danced with: Myself, no really, I did, this morning
x. shared a secret with: Keri
x. had a sleepover with: odly enough, I think it was Lisa...
x. went to a movie with: it's been a long time...
x. saw: my mom
x. were angry with: my mom
x. couldn't take your eyes off of: ...Nick
x. obsessed over: I don't want to answer this one...

Have you ever....

x. danced in the rain: yes, although calling it dancing would be REALLY generous
x. kissed someone: yes.
x. done drugs: depends on what you consider a "drug"
x. drank alcohol: not for a REALLY long time, but yes
x. partied 'til the sun came up: it wasn't really a "party"
x. had a movie marathon: YES! Damn Seminar! put me off movies for over 2 weeks...(aka, eternity in tiffy land)
x. gone too far on a dare: probably
x. spun until you were immensely dizzy: of course! was there ever a doubt in you mind?

39 hours.

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so... [10 Mar 2005|01:23pm]
[ mood | really damn crappy, but alive ]

Um...so I got into a really bad car accident yesterday. I'm ok, I'm not hurt or anything, just really traumatized and scared. It was my fault, I was making a left turn onto Avocado and didn't see the other car until I was already in the street. The other car hit my driver's side mainly in the back but smashed in both driver's side doors so I had to climb over to the passenger side to get out. The other woman is ok too. I think her car is totaled and my back axle is out of alignment so it might be too. (I was driving my mom's camry at the time.) Anyways, I really glad to be alive even if it means my parents are freaked out and my insurance is going to sky rocket and I might get sued... I'm still really happy no one got seriously hurt.

I couldn't sleep last night and had tons of nightmares. and I won't be driving anywhere farther then school until I absolutely have to. I love my mom and dad VERY much, my teddy bear got the most attention she's ever gotten since I turned 10, and my stomach is still rebelling. So...I guess all I can do now is wait and see what happens.

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ok.... [08 Mar 2005|09:51pm]
[ mood | confused ]

So I just found out that most people at school think I'm a lesbian... uh huh. So Ashely and I used to walk holding hands. Doesn't mean I still don't like boys. It's kinda amusing once I got over the surprise. Today, two friends of mine, who I thought knew me pretty well, found out that I'm straight. One of them, I've talked about guys to before, he thought "Joe" was short for Josaphine and "Jayce" was a girl's name...oh, and I'm not just a lesbian, apparently, I'm a dyke...go figure. three months left, then I'm free...

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not a sunggle buddy in sight [07 Mar 2005|11:15pm]
[ mood | drained ]

At the moment, I love-
Anyone reading this
My chemical romance, the Mars Volta, and Bright eyes
My mommy
The fact that I just talked to Mike and Ashely
My cousin
Keri
And my Doc Martins


So I had a breakdown today. I've been really stressed out for a while. School, Homework, my internship, piano, my dad, and most recently, my grandpa is in the hospital. He just had surgery and is still in critical condition. But at school, I was moody and irritable and on the way home, I started crying and couldn't stop. All I could think about was that I had to get home and get my books so I could go to my piano lesson. When I got home, my mom stopped me and asked me what was wrong. She cancelled my lesson and told me to go to sleep. It was good. I'm mostly better now.

Anyone know of a good version of the song "house of the rising sun" with a good female vocalist? preferably a blues version, thanks.

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